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Five Years Older (Rarities & Demos)

by Cheap Emotion

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1.
You went out and all I got was 4 years older. You've joined the birds up on the wire while im down here trying to get wiser. I'm tripping over the same cracks in the road. The ones I said I'd miss the day before. You went out and all I got was 4 years older. You've joined the birds up on the wire. You've joined the birds; the ones barely seen after dark. A cloak of feathers and the gentle pollution of the light. All I got was 4 years older.
2.
We were smoking down by the river You were telling me about the future We were driving past all these stranger's homes I've seen about four of your own I know this weight is hard, but these bones are strong I wish I could take this from you I wish I could take you home at the least Outside these hospital doors It's coming down harder than I've ever seen before Your mother hugged me in her wet winter coat I wish I wore one of my own With worried eyes and stained skin You looked at me from your hospital bed I wish I could take this from you I wish I could take you home at the least If only home knew how You wouldn't know me now But I'm glad you do
3.
I see you faces around but i dont see you anymore. its like your face is on a billboard the next town over that i visit sometimes but i dont pay no mind. but im desensitized and im losing my mind. have i scraped off more than i can handle or more than i think i should? deactivation shakes my bones. i find my flesh is still unfazed. i'll know better if im alone someday. shake my hand/ignore my gaze. but im desensitized and im losing my mind. have i scraped off more than i can handle or more than i think i should?
4.
some mornings, in my coffee, i'll see your eyes looking back at me. some mornings, i'll say "fuck it" and call myself tired and i'll call you blind. some nights, while staring at my ceiling, i'll find faces in the texture of the tiles. mostly, they are strangers. mostly, they are new but some nights, i'll find you. i'll cut the lights and i'll make us blind. i'll make us blind because you're all i find when i cut the lights. i'll make us blind.
5.
how come everything i say comes out sounding so much dumber than i'd like to sound? how come everything i say comes out sounding so much dumber than i'd like to sound? how come every single thing i try looks like i dont know what i'm doing like i did inside? how come every single thing i try looks like i dont know what i'm doing like i did inside? how come every person that i meet slowly disappears when i start to speak? how come every person that i meet slowly disappears when i start to speak? how come everything i say comes out sounding so much dumber than i'd like to sound? how come everything i say comes out sounding so much dumber than i'd like to sound?
6.
You went out and all I got was 4 years older. You've joined the birds up on the wire while im down here trying to get wiser. I'm tripping over the same cracks in the road. The ones I said I'd miss the day before. You went out and all I got was 4 years older. You've joined the birds up on the wire. You've joined the birds; the ones barely seen after dark. A cloak of feathers and the gentle pollution of the light. All I got was 4 years older.
7.
I see you faces around but i dont see you anymore. its like your face is on a billboard the next town over that i visit sometimes but i dont pay no mind. but im desensitized and im losing my mind. have i scraped off more than i can handle or more than i think i should? deactivation shakes my bones. i find my flesh is still unfazed. i'll know better if im alone someday. shake my hand/ignore my gaze. but im desensitized and im losing my mind. have i scraped off more than i can handle or more than i think i should?
8.
some mornings, in my coffee, i'll see your eyes looking back at me. some mornings, i'll say "fuck it" and call myself tired and i'll call you blind. some nights, while staring at my ceiling, i'll find faces in the texture of the tiles. mostly, they are strangers. mostly, they are new but some nights, i'll find you. i'll cut the lights and i'll make us blind. i'll make us blind because you're all i find when i cut the lights. i'll make us blind.
9.
cover it with paint. placing stain on stain. in a room filled with white carpet all the photos lay face down. looking trough albums with broken spines. trying to find something- at least a smile from a better time. nothing but blank polaroids and dates that i dont recall. its like it never happened at all. im on what ive learned to be is my two feet and i think you are somewhere under your formal attire and im hoping we can work out something for the better. nothing but blank polaroids and dates that i dont recall. its like it never happened at all. nothing but blank polaroids and dates that i dont recall. its like it never happened at all.
10.
we both got what we wanted. we pulled the root and we got it. we killed it dead. you couldnt leave well enough alone. youre having trouble out on your own; a new life... a new face. the fire has long since went out. a lack of air will put anything down like we knew it would. we both got what we wanted. we pulled the root and we got it. we killed it dead. empty words and broken pacts. eyes open enough to relax. knives on the ground just for the night. ... come sun, we'll wake up blind. we both got what we wanted. we pulled the root and we got it. we killed it dead. you say that its all the same; that i'm the one to blame but all i see is blindness.

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to celebrate the milestone that is our 5 year anniversary, here is a collection of demos and rarities from the early years of Cheap Emotion.

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released December 5, 2020

album artwork by Nic Leslie.

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Cheap Emotion Grand Rapids, Michigan

Cheap Emotion consists of:
Wilbur Murphy,
Lake Brown,
Nic Leslie,
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Devon Cline.

Cheap Emotion is an Experimental, Indie Rock, Emo-esque band from Grand Rapids MI.

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